So, this is it. I decided to pull down the hiatus sign and put up the CLOSED sign, which means I'll no longer update here. I've been putting up some of my graphics/arts on my Livejournal, and intend to continue to do so. You can see my LJ page here:
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or just go straight to the list/archive here:
[link]

However, please read the warnings on each posts before you see them. Some of it might contain elements that wasn't your preference. Don't say I didn't warn you ^^

Again, thank you for everyone's support. I would have never gone this far without you all.

Love, blackmalice

it's official
after a long time of no update, i'm definitely on hiatus until no one knows

life had been busy, and my interest had changed
i feel like my art theme is not the same as it used to be, so i think if i update again, it would only dissapoint those who had been watching me. i tried to be consistent for you

i'm not gonna abandon this site, i will still check it regularly, but mostly only checking on new deviations and stuff. comments from me would be rare, sorry again

this site used to be a big part of my life for some time. i really admire all the great artists and i appreciate all the comments til now. thank you

i hope i will find the inspiration soon enough

Well well, been a long time...

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I entered two categories of 's website contest...
Actually I was just so busy. And i don't know why... My art senses always seems to work when im busy at doing anything else!!! Gosh..
I always had ideas poppin' about a deviation when i supposed to think about something else.. u know what i'm sayin?
Sometimes i give up and do it, sometimes i save it for later, sometimes my senses already gone when i finished what i was doing -_-;

Happy
New Internet Connection!! i got ADSL connection and it was so damn fast!!
I went crazy and downloaded a couple of Diru PV
"Saku" and "Child Prey"!!!!
I REALLY LOVE EM
Totchi looked soooo... *speechless*
I also got Macabre and Vulgar cd.. really love it
Get a hold of 5 Ugly Kingdom Concert... Yayyyyyyy
Love the extras!!! If i continue on watching this, i'll be an extreme fangirl XD

Current Interest
Diru's fanfics.. Haha. I even read the yaoi one, don't really like it though, i prefer shonen ai. Fav couple?? TotchixKaokao! And i love it when it had ShinyaxDie inside too XD XD

I also in love with Super Dollfie (? am i rite?)
U know, dolls with pretty faces?
I really love boys dolls!! They looked cool!! And in some site, i found some Hyde looking dolls! Gyaaah *faints*
I adore the owner, they had the photos taken beautifully, and clothes made perfectly!
I wanna have one... Are they expensive? Can u only get it in Japan?

Get to hear some MUCC, Kaggra, Plastic Tree, and Pierrot songs... quite nice actually!
Does anyone know to whom the song called "The Social Riot Machine" belongs to? please tell me!

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Toshiya: I want to go to an onsen with everyone. Please take us POP BEAT.
Die: How about at the beginning of POP BEAT there could be the title 'Dir en grey go to the onsen' as a plan. Certainly there would be a photo of us on the front cover using the baths.
Toshiya: With loads of makeup but no clothes.

I really wanted to see Obsecure v-klip...

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DEVIATION STORAGE TOOL
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i decided to make use of it. Recently i realized that the brightness of my old pc was poor, and now then i use my laptop, i realized that my dolls are in an extremely need of being fixed. I just realized the errors now that the brightness is high. So i'll put them except for one (Baralai and Gippal) inside the storage until i fix them later... when i had some time.

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SAD NEWS OF DIR~EN~GREY
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So sad that i almost cried. My heart aches by hearing this. I think that DeG should go on and do things for themselves, don't have to care about what other people might say. Check out the news on DeG club in my club list below. There's a project to support them, find it there too. Go ahead if u really love and care about them.
I still like them, and will support them anyway.
By hearing "The Final" and "Saku", i was convinced that they still our same old beloved DeG (i instantly fell in love with Saku), and they were just doing things that they like.

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UNFINISHED PROJECTS
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Lotsa unfinished projects as usual... I haven't got the time


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Interview w/ Totchi and Shinya, asked about what would the band member be when they're not in the band (source: [link] )
--->How about Shinya-kun?
Toshiya - I think he still would be in the music field. If he wasn't in a band, then he would be a producer or making songs for other people.
Shinya - I will become that one day.
Toshiya - But he will be stopped by me and Die-kun (Laugh).

I recently watched Blitz 5 Days, and it was awesome!!
I think it was around 50 songs there?
Anyway, Totchi was sooo cooool (and cute too)!! I love skinny guys. I just love his clothes on the 4th and 5th day!
Kaoru was cool too, i just love how rare he smiled XD
And Die, i love his make-up and hair
I really admire those string-tools playing skills!!
As for Shinya, i admire his playing drums, so full of energy, especially on "Zomboid".
And Kyo.. sorry for Kyo's fans, but i'm so not into him!
Gyaaaaaaah i just love the energetic feeling in the concert! My fav was the fourth day.. (Umbrella and Byo " " Shin!!)

Then i found some clips, where they were so funny.
Totchi and Die was so funny, they seems to be so childish, playing around and

teasing Shinya. I even felt half-admire half-pity to shinya. He always being teased by everyone (even Kaoru), but he never seems to mind... how cute

I also read some interviews translation. From Pain Killer, i found an interview of Totchi and Shinya. It was hilarious, i couldn't stop laughing. Totchi always tried to tease Shinya, and Shinya was so cute there!

I really wanted to watch the first version of Obsecure v-clip, but i dunno where to get one... Oh, about the newest v-clip, The Final, everyone was soooo cool there, EXCEPT for Toshiya???!!!
What happened?? The hair and clothes... awful. Aaaah, quickly change ur mood,

Totchiii...

I had many unfinished projects... I'll try to finish it as soon as possible
So many things to do, so little time...

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SHOXX Volume 69 Interview
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Shinya - I really can't think of anything for Kyo but I think Die-kun is suitable to be a wrestler! (All laugh hysterically)
Toshiya - I can understand why (Laugh)
Shinya - His body build is suitable for sport.
Toshiya - Yes. For Die-kun, I think it would be better if he did a job which involved his body rather than his brains.
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source: [link]
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